my lover of going on 6 years currently is so bleh. Like I love him and he’s my best friend but I haven’t seen him days and he makes no effort to have conversations about actual things. All he talks about is his job. He doesn’t ask to see me, barely asks me about my day, my plans, my feelings. been feeling antsy about Valentine’s Day coming up because for the past 3 years he hasn’t done anything for me for Valentine’s Day. Two years ago he asked me the day before if I wanted to do something for Valentine’s Day. Ugh!!!! Be for real. He says things like our anniversary and Valentine’s Day should be planned together bc it’s not my birthday, it’s about “both of us.” God. even if that’s true, how come I always go above and beyond for both of those events. He’s so unromantic sometimes that it hurts my soul. I’m not a materialistic person at all but I am a romantic. I don’t believe he understands the difference between the two. Last thing a girl wants is to tell a guy how to take her out on a date or something. I mean he’s known me for years, he knows what I like what I eat what I whatever! He used to complain and say it was because he didn’t have money. Ok I told him, how come I can come up with at least 10 different things you could do to be romantic or spontaneous or show someone they’re special in 5 minutes. Idk what it is, but the season of love is approaching and I am not feeling it at all.
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